excersize

I have not blogged for a while because I am ashamed of myself. I have not exercised for at least 2 weeks,  I have not been eating properly and has not lost any weight for a month! Well I hope that I can get back on track asap I bought a bike its sweet and I rode it to work yesterday It was pretty easy going to work its all downhill coming home was a challenge but I only had to walk the last 2 blocks I figure before the end of the summer I should be able to make it all the way without walking. As for the eating I need to get back on track but I need some new ideas for chicken and fish I am really bored with what I am eating. I am mentally back on track now I just need to get all the way there.

Work-kids-life

I work 2 jobs and a few days a week I start at 8am and go till 9 pm, it sucks sometimes I get so tired I can't wait to get home to bed so on these days I don't exercise so that has been part of the problem. I am also getting bored, the indoor walking track bores the hell out of me, the ladies I walk with all walk way faster then me and I end up walking alone. Yesterday a friend of my father-in-law gave me a treadmill  so I am hoping that will help , I am going to get a TV and set up a workout room in the spare room as soon as Michael cleans it. Michael is my eldest son and he just moved out a month ago and left a bunch of his stuff in the room and a big mess. Mark is my youngest and he also came back to live with me which is fine because besides the fact that I love my kids very much I know where they are all the time the problem is Mark is a bit messy               ( understatement of the year) and he has taken over my office and its a mess I don't even like coming in here anymore. But they will be gone soon and I will be whining because I miss them. My kids are pretty cool and they are very good to me their biggest flaw is that they have no kids and damn I am so ready to be a grandma, Michael says every time I bug him about grand kids he is putting it off for another 5 years... shithead! anyway that is my rant for this week, as for my weight I have lost and gained the same 2 pounds a few times this month I need to get off my butt!!!!

Lifes Curves

Well the weight loss program I was involved with is done, I lost the most weight in the group so yeah me! unfortunately since I have no one to be accountable to re: weighing in front of anyone, I have not done very well in the last couple weeks I have gained 2 pounds and have only walked once in the last week. so I need to have my ass kicked hard I guess I am just in a slump and hopefully it will get better.  I had my one year anniversary of not smoking so I rewarded myself with a pretty rad bike I will post a pic when I get it. Tony and I both ordered bikes so I hope that we can work out together. Hopefully next week I will have lost weight and have more positive things to report.

really?

I have been sick and I never get sick, in fact the last time I can remember being this sick was when Mark was a baby he is 22 now, so I am not very good at it. The upside of being sick is good weight loss ha ha I lost 6 pounds, not a good way to lose weight but for now I will take it! total loss to date 46 pounds! I want to vent now and there will be some swearing (well maybe) as some of you know I work at a local grocery store and have for just over a year so I have seen a lot of crappy things people do, steal, put ice cream on the cereal aisle etc. We had one customer who called two of our cashiers a racial slur. nice. well today was the be all end all of ignorance and disrespect. My boss and I ( he is 23) were unloading pallets and chatting as we worked, we always do that. well this customer came in and informed us that every time he comes in we are just standing around talking and not doing any work, he said we were wasting his time? he then went on to call us useless effing( he swore I didn't) wastes of skins! I was stunned, remember this was not part of a confrontation, he just came into the department and announced this! well my boss handled the guy very respectfully, he made me proud, the guy continued to name call and he just told him that that language was unacceptable and that he needed to stop swearing at us and that the store manager would be in tomorrow gave him the managers name, and told him to have a nice day, the guy called him a dink,a prick, and every other phallic name he could think of. well I was so angry I was steaming all day, so I felt the need to vent so thanks for listening. have a great week!